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spammers/hackers heh!
good fucking goddess!!!!
you people with your hacking and spamming.
don't you realize you make me work harder? Are you really that pissed off at something? I mean to be that pissed off, you must be harboring deeper feelings of revenge. Really, think about it (i know its hard). but really. what, you hate; the company, the software, the business practices? Are you not doing something, evil too?
This obviously means you have too much time on your hands. do you really need to spend that much time on revenge (or evil software/exploitations that take 'revenge')?
I was all ways told to 'ask yourself how much you are really upset. then ask your self how much energy is it worth to stay upset at someone/thing. (even for a long time) In the long run, its never worth it. think about it.....

i have plotted/executed revenge, for years. all it got me was wasted energy.
its not worth it.
that time could have been spent better.

this is why i hate spammers/hackers, because their genius could be put to better use

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. this is why i'm finding out i hate administration, because i'm finding out i suck at it

w00t
lj is back.
thx for pedro, and lisa at the DC
much props!!!!

all flash websites piss me off
and another thing...
rich text, as a default setting, really pisses me off too. i know people like it, but sheesh, how many bells and whistles do you need. i think every site i've been to that has 'that type of service' is defaulted to that.
(i know, its just me. everyone likes the bells & whistles.)
ok, on tho the real rant...
there is nothing more annoying to me, than when i go to a website, and its all flash. not just the page, but several 'little flash(es)' on one page.
it takes forever to load. then its a link, but no option to open in a new tab, so you have to open it in the same page, and its another fracking flash that takes forever to load. sure for amusement, whatever, its cool.
i was trying to 'shop & browse' a well know site, and it was flash. flash; links, images, video, etc.
it drove me nuts!
(not smart (s)marketing for a company, in a truly fast moving world.)
good golly gosh darnit!!!

---here endith the rant---

woo hoo! new servers!
fweph! just finished racking/cabling 37 new servers this last two weeks. It been really hard 'cause i'm mostly (or all of) the only person working at our datacenter now. Moreover I think I'm the only person who 'know where to put what, and why'. I'm pretty particular. I heard rumor we may get some 'summer help' in which case I can show them the hows/whys/wheres. That will help me a lot.
Why should I care you ask? because about half of these new servers went to use for LJ. YAY!!!!!
They are monsters. Of either disk capacity, or processing power. Dual quad cores baby! the fracking rock!
anyways, enough for now.

a
a thought someone gave me.
i had told them i'm cynical. then later in conversation we had, i told them that i do try to see the beauty in everyone (how fracking cliche, i know). he them mentioned to me that "i guess the cynicism (you have) comes from trying to find people's beauty and not finding it."

slowness?
some report of slowness, but this loading pretty fast for me.